Still in the mode of relearning a skill, inspiration feels very much lost, as if it has faded into the background. The journey of artistic expression is often filled with ebbs and flows, highs and lows, and this phase seems to be a particularly challenging dip. As you know, art exists, but it has to find you working, pushing you to explore the depths of your creativity despite the struggles. It’s during these moments of uncertainty that the true value of persistence comes into play, reminding us that even when the spark feels dim, the act of creating can reignite that flame. Embracing the process of learning and unlearning shapes not just our skills but also our perspective, making it a crucial part of the artistic endeavor.

I am at the moment exploring the aquarelle medium, which I find very challenging yet incredibly rewarding. The delicate nature of watercolors forces me to embrace spontaneity and allows for unexpected outcomes, pushing my creative boundaries further than I anticipated. I have not taken photos of the “art” I’ve done yet, but that day will come soon, as I plan to document my progress to observe how my skills develop over time. So I am trying to find the creating mode in all artistic endeavors, whether it be through aquarelle, sketching, or other forms of expression. Each piece I create teaches me something new, and I am discovering the joy that comes from the process rather than just the finished work. Please do not be overly critical of these initial attempts, as the last one is what I started with, and it reflects not only my current capabilities but also my wish for learning and growing as an artist/ hobbyist.